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Essay on atheism
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Essay on atheism
By Dr. Shantanu
Abhyankar
Atheism disconnects itself from every kind of religious dogma. It denies
god. The question follows, what kind of God? God is a nebulous term with varied
interpretations. There are hundreds of religions and thousands of Gods. The
layperson understands God, as an omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent,
immutable, eternal, ‘swayambhu’ person or spirit who is the source of all
morality. Such noble qualities aside, it is commonly understood that this God
answers prayers, is benevolent, sometimes short tempered, at times vengeful;
but works by your side and for you, with enough prayers, etc.; where et cetera
means a lot of things to a lot many people. It is this kind of God that
atheists deny.
Just like God there is a whole spectrum of atheists. It's not an all or
none phenomenon. Agnostics do not rule out the presence of God but keep the
chances to the minimum. The so-called ‘militant’ atheists say that God certainly
does not exist. There are others who believe in ‘a power’ or God, not the
‘prayer-answering’ type- that set the rules, set those famed six constants,
started everything off and now follow a hands-off policy. Then there are the
‘pantheists’, who look upon the universe itself as God.
Only recently Dr. Richard Dawkins, the famous atheist, has given us the
atheism scale. On a scale of 1 to 7; One- total belief in God and seven-sure
disbelief and four is 50:50. This is not agnostic. Agnostic would be
somewhere between 6.9 to 7; giving God just some benefit of doubt. They would
rather be called ‘de-facto’ atheists. Dawkins ranked himself at 6.9; quipping,
‘absence of proof, is not a proof of absence.’
This scale is useful. Almost every atheist has travelled along this.
Beginning as a firm believer, as taught by the cultural environment, growing
out of this belief either through exposure to science, atheistic writings or
thinking critically on one’s own. Only with great courage can some ‘come out’
and declare themselves as atheists. It isn’t very comfortable nor safe. There
is the threat of ostracism from family, society and even death penalty in some
countries. India prides itself in a long tradition of religious debate and
discussion and strong undercurrent of atheistic philosophy. We know of Charvaka
and his materialistic views. Hinduism accommodates a wide spectrum of
beliefs.Thus one can declare oneself an atheist and still be accepted, even as
a Hindu.
Atheists keep asking for proof of God’s existence and the theists say, it
is self-evident, needing no proof. The theists then challenge the atheists to
prove the non-existence of the God entity. Belief is the default position, they
say, and ‘absence’ a new assertion. The onus of proof squarely lies on the
asserter. They also argue that they are right since majority carries the vote.
Atheists will point out that extraordinary claims require extraordinary
evidence and that, the God claim is certainly extraordinary.
Such God debates are bound to be sterile and do not help us understand
the contrasting conceptual framework.
There is the naturalistic view of the world which presumes the universe
to be a closed system, with nothing outside, influencing it. There are several
questions this idea cannot answer. ‘Why does nature obey any laws at all?’,
‘How did conscious purposeful life arise from non-living matter?’ and so
on. If we don't know something it is better to accept that we don't know,
rather than to imagine some answer. By imagining an answer, unsupported by
proof, we discourage any further search for the real answer. This is the
naturalistic point of view.
The other is the supernatural view. It believes the universe to be
divided in natural and supernatural realms which interact with each other. The
fundamental truths about any realm are available in books and traditions. The
obvious example of the supernatural spirit is ‘God’ who pervades, monitors and
alters the universe. However there are nuances. The Abrahamic religions believe
their God to be separate from the universe, whereas the Indo-Oriental
traditions believe God pervading every living or non-living thing. What one sees
and experiences as the material world is called Maya or Mithya. Beauty,
goodness, patterns and order in the world is considered to be a manifestation
of the divine presence.
The idea of naturalism is Spartan. It has minimal assumptions. As
opposed to this, the supernatural idea of the world is baroque. It is
embellished with several beliefs and assumptions and just about answers every
question; like what exists? Why does it exist? How does it exist? How long will
it exist? And so on. The answers to these come from ancient holy books:
Tradition forbids any revision. Thus older the book, more authoritative and
authentic it is.
This particular approach of religion, of explaining everything without
the need for evidence, is a butt of jokes. David Shotwell has famously said,
‘let's assume that each subatomic particle is inhabited by a dainty little
gremlin, which maintains the existence of that particle by a continuous
creative act and its instantaneous telepathic communication with others. By
this means, they co-operate to produce the universe and its lawful behaviour!’
Bertrand Russell too mocked such an approach, quipping, ‘I know that there is a
teapot orbiting the sun between the Earth and Mars; now prove me wrong!’ Given
the technological limitations-this is obviously impossible.
Rather than quibbling over approaches, the third school of
thought suggests that science and religion are ‘non overlapping magisteria’,
each equally important, equally valid and equally necessary. Why think in
binaries; it need not be this or the other; it can very well be this and
the other. Atheists counter by contradicting this as dodging all the challenges
and simply moving the goal post.
What qualifies religious beliefs
and thoughts to be put on equal pedestal with science?
The religionists readily can and do place their God in the gaps in
knowledge. Such is not the way of science. For instance, if you keep on asking
why, you soon reach a dead end and they say, ‘that is where god lies!”
For example, ‘why did it rain in Pune yesterday?’
‘The weather system caused it.’
‘Why the weather system?’
‘The earth's rotation, revolution, etc.’
‘Why is that?’
‘It's since the big bang’
‘Why is that?’
‘Following the big crunch.’
‘Why is that?’
‘Dunno!’
Now ‘that’ is what was caused by God!
It is rather impossible for God to exist for so many reasons. Firstly,
God doesn't make his presence quite obvious. People say, God reveals himself to
those who believe and pray. Belief; unquestioned belief! is a
prerequisite.
Divine impossibility can also be logically inferred by showing a pair of
divine properties to be contradictory. An omniscient God can predict the
future but an omnipotent God can change everything that’s going to
happen! How does this fit? Can God make a rock so heavy that he himself
cannot lift it? Though crisp and interesting, such logical repartees yield
nothing.
The strongest argument against religious thought and belief is the
‘problem of evil’. If God is good and stands by the good, why are there so many
bad things happening? Different religions have answered this in different ways.
Concepts like Satan, karma, God tests your mettle; have been invoked to get
past this impassable question.
Recently, scientists, sociologists, evolutionary psychologists are
looking at the God idea from their lenses and explaining a lot of things.
Sociologists have listed ideas common to all religions. Here is a very short
list:
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A strong belief in supernatural powers, spirits and life after
death.
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A divide between ‘us’ and ‘them’; co-religionists are our own while others
are inferior or infidels.
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Rituals and rites of passage.
·
Omens.
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Music and dance.
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Food taboos.
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Holy and tainted words, books, behaviours.
·
Divine reward and punishment.
Since the God idea sprang from the human mind, studying our mental
makeup through evolution, yields a lot of interesting clues. Evolutionary
biology tells us that just as bodily traits decide whether you are selected
in or out of the population; behavioural traits also decide your fate, evolving
generation after generation. Certain thinking patterns and behaviours are
evolutionary hallmarks of the human brain. These behaviours were extremely
useful surviving in the African jungle but are useless or even a handicap in
the modern concrete jungle. It is proposed that the God idea thrives on such
age old, ingrained processes and hence can’t be readily got rid of.
For instance, we humans are pattern seeking animals. Given a few dots,
we quickly connect them to conjure up a familiar figure. Our brains have
evolved that way. Our ancestors on the savannahs would startle with a rustle in
the grass. It could be the wind or a tiger. A striped pattern can be barely
discerned in the thick grass but the brain quickly joins the dots and concludes
that there is a tiger. It is prudent to take a distant, safer path than be the
next meal for the big cat. Such pattern seeking, quick thinking mind has been
selected in and we all have inherited it.
We have evolved with agency seeking minds. We simply believe that
animate and inanimate world around us are agents having a mind and will of their
own. This is called folk psychology. Spirits inhabit mountains, rivers,
dead bodies; cyclones and earthquakes, are the result the wrath of gods. We
readily believe all this. We believe, concurrence to be proof enough to
conclude causation. If an earache goes
away after some sorcery or homeopathy, then credit readily goes to sorcery or homeopathy.
If a deformed baby is born during an eclipse we blame the celestial shadow.
Such mind-set favours the God belief. Theory of mind explains how our minds can guess what the
other person is thinking ; that is walking in someone else's shoes. There are
mirror neurons in our brains which make us feel the pain and pleasure of
another. Sympathy and empathy thus pre-date the idea of religion.
Though
there isn’t a God centre in our brain, the evolutionary framework of our
mind provided a rich and fertile ground for the idea. The harvest has
indeed been religion as a huge memeplex transmitted from generation to
generation, from place to place.
There are several other factors. God and allied ideas spiralled as
people started staying in larger groups. Social interactions in a band, of up
to 150, are smoother. Fraudsters and free riders can be easily spotted and
punished, not so with larger groupings. They need a more robust system. This is
provided by the imaginary monitor- God. But the idea helped community
building and building by the community too. The great pyramids could be built,
only because everyone believed that pharaoh was god incarnate and his orders
are mandatory. Religious ideas proliferated since they helped solidarity
and won wars. Men have been summoned time and again for holy wars and have
sacrificed everything for this cause. Religion helped business too.
Interaction became smoother between distant businessmen if they belonged to the
same community. Even today cartels of traders, all from the same community are
at work. Thus the proliferation of the god idea had to do with several
factors.
Morality is often thought to be the exclusive domain of religion. Can
one be good without God? Of course one can be. We do not draw our morality from
God or any religious text, we just feel we do. No one can follow one’s holy
book, word for word. We pick and choose from the wide variety of available
teachings or reinterpret them to suit our times and happily believe that we
draw our morality from religion. Tarkatirth Lakshman Shastri Joshi mustered
evidence supporting Mahatma Gandhi's struggle against untouchability from the
same texts which were quoted by his detractors.
A godless morality is not only possible but desirable. The Indian
constitution is a shining example of secular law, not drawing upon any
religion. There is an upcoming science of morality. Certain moral behaviours
are hard wired in our brains, through evolution. Helping your kin and
helping yourself by helping your kin, are evolutionary phenomena. Evolution is
not just about survival through
competition; in some aspects it is survival through cooperation as well. Evolutionary
psychologists suggest that reciprocal altruism earns a good reputation and
qualities such as loyalty, telling the truth, trustworthiness, and generosity
help in building it further. Altruism too pre-dates religion.
Often the cruelty and pogrom by world’s well known atheists, Hitler, Stalin
and Mao are cited as evidence against atheistic morality. The problem with
fascism or communism, is not that they are too critical of religion but too
much like religion. These ideas are dogmatic to the core and generally give
rise to personality cults that are indistinguishable from cults formed in
various religions and sects. Auschwitz and the soviet gulags are not examples
of what happened when human beings rejected religious dogma but are examples of
political, racial and nationalistic dogma.
Atheists aren't averse to ‘spiritual experiences’. Of course this term
is difficult to define but if it means enjoying love, music, poetry, nature,
ecstasy, etc., the atheists do value these experiences and seek them actively.
However they don't use the usual jargon connecting this to the divine. They are
averse to unjustified claims about the nature of reality based on such
experiences. Since most such experiences are subjective, atheists would rather
wait for objective evidence.
Finally a word about the Indian atheistic tradition; India has a long
tradition of atheistic thought. Charvak (Baharspatya, Lokayat), the most
ancient of such schools taught us that belief should be proportionate to
evidence, that Vedas are nothing but human creation, rather than worrying about
moksha, rebirth, heaven and hell, it is better to accept the
ephemeral quality of life; that it is full of sorrow and pleasure, of torment
and bliss, and get on with life. Self-abuse, wasting of resources and a
perpetual, deeply negative attitude toward the world is no good. No
Charvak-ist text has survived. Traditionally critics would write a purva-paksha,
survey the arguments they were refuting and then in uttara- paksha,
present their own argument. It is through such indirect means that we
get a glimpse of Charvakian thought. We also have Jain and Buddhist traditions
which denied god but stuck to concepts of heaven, hell, rebirth
etc.
But all said and done, though the majority of us believe that theists
are in a majority, I have a different suggestion. All theists are atheistic
towards all other gods but for their own! A Muslim denies the existance Christian
God and vice versa. So, there are always more, ‘not believed in gods’; than
those worshiped. Atheists just let go of that one last God.
Thursday, 27 April 2023
Yes! I have good news!!
Yes! I have good news!!
Dr. Shantanu Abhyankar, Wai
Wah Taj! The huge, majestic edifice in white marble stands shimmering. I'm in a trance. What line and proportion, how simple yet elegant, what enchanting, heavenly beauty! One sees it again and yet again but always pines to visit again.
All of a sudden the spell is broken. Something stirs deep inside me and surfaces. The calm cracks. I think of Mumtaz Mahal and also of the several other mothers who died in labor. All of a sudden, I see the Taj, not as a timeless ode to love but as a memorial, a 'vrindavan', to all those who died in labor including my grandmother's grandmother's aunt ('kaku').
A hardcore obstetrician like me can't be but become restless in the shadows of the Taj.
Mumtaz Mahal died (1631), just 38, at Burhanpur, in her 14th pregnancy. Married at nineteen she bore 14 children in 20 years. The labor lasted for over a day. She delivered a girl child, later named Gauhar Aara Begum. Mumtaz died of severe postpartum bleeding. The Taj Mahal was built 22 years later.
Postpartum bleeding happens to be the commonest reason for maternal death to this date. Pregnancy induced hypertension, unsafe abortions and infections contribute as well.
A tale of one such fatal sepsis had left an ugly scar on my grandmother's psyche. Gladdened to know of my choice to become an obstetrician, my demented, grandmother narrated it to me. It was her grandmother's aunt's, (Kaku's), tale. My great great grandmother's aunt, she was.
She delivered at home. It was arduous. She was shouting and struggling. She was crying and grunting. Trying to bear down all the while yet to no avail. The baby's head was stuck at the perineum. Midwives were summoned from the villages around. They couldn't manage it. The men gathered and failed. The closest hospital was 50 miles away and the fastest mode of transport was a 'chakada', (an ox cart drawn by one ox). But the ox was ailing and weak for any pulling. People tried massaging and rubbing up stronger contractions, they boxed, they pushed, they kicked the rotund tummy but the head remained stuck. Finally a midwife broke her bangles, and with a particularly sharp shard, gave a cut on the perineum. This worked. kaku delivered. But the baby was still born. The dead child was hurriedly buried in the backyard, placenta and all. Not a tear was shed. The relief of delivery overshadowed any grief about the stillbirth. Folks disappeared, men back to the farms and women to the kitchen.
However, kaku was absolutely drained from the prolonged parturition. She started running fever the next day and chills and fever worsened over the week. Herbal fumes, homemade poultices, sitz baths and ointments for the wound were all tried. Holy ashes, black threads, amulets and incessant chanting of the 'shantipatha' were next. None was to enter the room without purifying one's feet by sprinkling gomutra (cow's urine), from a coconut shell placed on the 'umbara' (threshold), with a Neem twig. But she quickly developed febrile delirium and became incoherent in her speech. A 'chunabhatti', kiln to generate fumes from slaked lime, was set up. The wound was fumigated with these fumes. The swinging temperature just worsened. The wound was now tense and angry red. From the septic tissue oozed a frothy, putrid discharge with an obnoxious odor. The stink engulfed the house and it became impossible to even approach kaku, forget nursing her wound. She was left alone. Puking and peeing and defecating, all in that corner. Soon one night, her abdomen bloated up and she started bleeding. The bleed stopped only with her breath. Kaku was no more.
Her mortal remains were consigned to flames in the mango orchard. Uncle built a platform, placed a 'Tulsi vrindavan', (decorated garden pot specifically for the Tulasi plant; often nurtured in memory of a dear, revered person). The womenfolk bestowed on the place some pure and holy qualities.
Today 'Kaku's vrindavan', is a busy bus stop on a highway. Across the street is a government hospital. A well equipped, well manned ambulance is always there, awaiting the next emergency.
Inexplicably, my grandma seems to have struck a good equation with her grandma's aunt. They must have gelled well, been really close. This death was etched on my grandma's pubescent mind.
She initially believed kaku was lucky, for she died a 'saubhagyawati' (with her husband alive). But as the world around changed, she saw that scarcity of every resource, extreme helplessness and absolute absence of medical know-how, were the causes of this misfortune. Causes more potent than the stars.
She carried this burden all her life and now she was passing it on to her, soon to be obstetrician, grandson. Hoping for him to help and heal women, so as to lighten it.
A woman dying in labor has been a source of the holy as well as the horrible. But sainthood and vrindavan are rare. Commonly, she is said to turn into a 'hadal' (pretty ghost). The banyan tree and the village well is her common abode. She's rarely seen before some ominous signs. One will hear the bangles jingling, then a newborn's cry, followed by the smell of burning hair and then 'she' will appear; enchanting and ravishing in her looks. She will enamour the man she chooses. She's especially fond of tall, well built, handsome, young men. Unless she wooes and enchants a man, her powers wane. Once she's had a firm grip on her paramour, she will come out with her true colors only to leave the man shattered. She's now just skin and bone. A mad look in her eyes, long loose hair, red 'lugade' (traditional 9 yard sari), forearms full of green bangles and a huge red bindi on the forehead is now her 'display picture'.
Such are the folk tales created by the patriarchal society. Note the thinly veiled catharsis of the manly longings, even when making a 'hadal' out of a woman.
Respect towards women ever was and still is, sparse. Respecting her wishes, considering her views about what ails her, wasn't ever factored in. True that the work pressure is demanding and doesn't allow for too much courtesy. However isn't this a, part of routine work ethic? Health workers now received lessons about 'Respectful maternal care'. This helps. The women feel more secure and safe.
Unsafe abortion is another contributor to maternal mortality. India has the most patient-friendly and women-centric abortion laws. Maternal deaths from unsafe abortions have thus declined though not eliminated.
Pregnancy induced hypertension is a killer too. Described as, 'a secret, wrapped up in a mystery, engulfed by an enigma'; we know very little about its cause, prediction or prevention. Neither Ayurved nor any of the Indian languages have a specific word for it. Our ancestors failed to identify it as a specific disorder.
Herein blood pressure rises, proteins leak through urine and there is bloating all over. The placenta, liver, kidney, brain, coagulation and fetal growth are affected. The fetus fails to thrive and at times dies in utero. Sometimes the mother falls victim. Delivering the baby regardless of the gestational age and the chances of survival, is the final solution. Doctors still feel helpless against this marauder.
India contributes a fifth of the global maternal deaths. But such numbers are redundant. We are the most populous nation, with 'India' and 'Bharat', rolled together and thus bound to score high on numbers. The maternal mortality ratio (MMR) matters. That's the number of maternal deaths per one lakh live births.
And I have good news here!
Maternal deaths are rapidly becoming rarer and rarer. In 1990, 556 women died for every one lakh live births. Those many infants were left with just one parent. In 2014-16 the figure dropped to 130. Today, (2020), the figure is 97. The target is to bring it down to 70, by 2030.
Italy, Norway and Poland have contained MMR to single digits. Affable USA and the not so affable China hover around 19. Of course we are much ahead of Nepal (186), Bangladesh (173) or Pakistan (140). Congratulations!
The states with the highest MMR blame it on their usual woes. Poverty, illiteracy, blind faith, taboos, casteism, poor availability of doctors, drugs and equipment. Such conditions lead to a work ethic where referring a case to a higher center, rather than offering all possible aid, emerges as the best norm. A mishap elsewhere, is easier to explain and shrug off responsibility too.
Yet the target will surely be met. Uttar Pradesh, Bihar and Rajasthan started with a handicap but the MMR has been falling here too. Kerala reached 30, in 2020, much ahead of others and much beyond the target. Kerala now concentrates on the psychological problems in pregnancy.
Mothers don't die due to medical negligence alone. Negligence happens at several levels and at each level negligence has decreased.
Poverty has decreased and women are more respected. Child marriages are waning. The health services have reached far and wide. More and more women deliver under medical supervision, than at home. Blood banking services have expanded. Gone is the time when husbands scurried away at the mention of blood donation, for their bleeding beloved. Now several volunteers approach with their arms outstretched. Treatment of anemia has changed and its incidence is dropping. Small family size is now a given. Doctors have designed newer drugs, devised newer stitches, newer balloons and developed newer surgical techniques, to arrest blood loss. There are newer antibiotics for germs old and new. Ambulances in far more numbers, far well equipped and well manned now stand ready in every nook and corner. The road length and quality has seen great improvement. Mobiles and the internet have made telemedicine a reality. Advice is now a video call away. Drones deliver drugs and blood too. Schemes like the Pradhanmantri Janani Suraksha Yojana have made a huge dent. Treatment, travel and food during confinement is now free…no wonder the picture is changing. The old order changeth yielding place to new.
When I visit Agra next, I will see the Taj Mahal as a tribute to love rather than as 'Kaku's vrindavan'
Tuesday, 15 November 2022
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Wednesday, 10 November 2021
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Monday, 8 November 2021
A mother dies.
A mother dies.
Dr. Shantanu Abhyankar,
Modern Clinic
Wai, Satara,
Maharashtra, INDIA
PIN 412803
Mobile no. 9822010349
She was wheeled into my OPD and hauled over to the
examination table and she passed away. She died, there and then. It was obvious
that she was moribund. She was convulsing all the while, frothing at mouth,
breathing noisily, sturterously but just about. There she laid pulse less,
bloated all over, edematous from face to feet, with a nine month tense, shiny,
belly bump in between.
She stayed somewhere beyond Mahabaleshwar, in the
Tapola woods, across the Koyna backwaters. She had had her first convulsion early
in the morning. She was carried in a hammock, the party trekking for two hours
to reach the road. An hour’s wait by the roadside finally got them a Jeep.
Driving up the ghat to Mahabaleshwar and then rolling down to Panchgani and
Wai. It had taken seven hours to reach my hospital.
She died and I was left busy filling up the numerous
papers and forms. Not that I objected. My objections were meaningless, anyway.
Her death was now a part of a national problem. It was ‘Maternal death’. It
will now be investigated. Reports will be sent up and queries will descend
down. Papers will pile up. There will be meetings, inquiries and discussions. I
felt sad and dejected. This death will pervade my thoughts all day long. I will
keep seeing the unfortunate face. Any
death pains a doctor but this one was even more painful. A young mother dying
just for want of timely intervention, one feels so helpless, so inadequate.
This was her fourth gestation. What happens now to the three motherless
children? How will they manage?
Four months passed and one morning I received a call
from the district collector’s office. A
rude voice ordered me to be present for a meeting the next day at 11AM sharp.
Eleven was the most inconvenient hour. I had scheduled appointments. It was
impossible to reschedule them all at such a short notice. But I had to fall in
line. One can’t fight with the powers that be.
I was uneasy but attended the meeting. An inquiry into
such deaths was important. Not to point fingers but to identify the weaknesses
in the system.
She had sought help at three places on way and at all
three she was simply asked to go ‘ahead’.
Her postmortem report wasn’t ready yet. The standard
remark reading, ‘viscera preserved, opinion reserved’, stared back at me from
the papers. This was another of routines. All the viscera are removed and
examined in the forensic laboratory, just so that a homicide, an illness, or a
poisoning isn’t missed. This wasn’t at all necessary in her case. The cause of death was obvious from her
history. The government doctor just wanted to be extra sure or rather wanted to
shift the onus of the final opinion.
She was carrying, had high blood pressure, which was
neglected, had convulsed due to eclampsia and went into what’s called status
eclapmticus, a state of continuous convulsions; she died. Eclampsia literally
means a bolt of lightning. The disease strikes suddenly. This is the consequence high blood pressure
in pregnancy. She was seen by three doctors on way. All had made the same
diagnosis. They were there too. I was the fourth.
A delayed post mortem report meant another sudden call
from the district office, another get together, another meeting… missed
appointments. I was about to vent my frustration with the system when it was
announced that the civil surgeon will arrive late for the meeting but he has
the report with him. That was a relief!
Then began, what’s known as a, ‘verbal’ post mortem. I
had certified the death but that was just incidental. I had had no chance to
treat or even examine her. But this was my chance to have a ringside view of
the government’s working.
Everyone was being cross examined. Who visited her
hut? Which sub-center did her village fall under? Which ASHA worker was
entrusted with the area? Why were the visits not made?
The district collector was a doctor who had later
opted for the civil service. He felt for
the loss. With pointed questions, sparing no one, he was dissecting out the
flaws in his own administration. Identifying every weakness in the chain, he
was giving instructions, passing orders to overcome issues.
The deceased had not been seen for the past four
months. The ASHA worker never visited her since. According to her, ‘the people in the locality
were uncooperative. They just ignored the health workers. The men are mostly
drunk, are busy bootlegging and the women too are into moonshine. The medical officer in-charge, a woman, too
keeps away from this area. One is worried of hooligans and molestation. The
ASHA worker prior to my appointment hadn’t reported a single pregnancy. I have
dutifully registered her name. I have done my duty. Done what I could.’
The medical officer of the sub center, a woman, was
asked as to why she wasn’t staying in the locality. ‘I don’t, but even if I
were staying there, I was on leave on that very day.’ According to her, she had
to rush back to her home town as her father in law suddenly took ill. She had evidence
along with her. She produced the old
man’s death certificate and the recording of the phone calls with her superiors
asking for emergency leave.
The patient was taken to a small dispensary on way.
The elderly doctor manning this place was present. He had examined the patient
in the Jeep. The relatives were put off because he didn’t even bother to record
the blood pressure. ‘Feeling the pulse is enough for me to diagnose such a high
blood pressure’, was his explanation. The collector looked at me. ‘Her GC
(general condition) was very poor’, the elderly doc continued, ‘there wasn’t
the need to waste time in recording the BP. I don’t have the necessary injections
any way. I don’t keep them. There was no point of any detailed examination since I don’t treat such patients. I simply
asked to reach the hospital as soon as possible. I did my duty. I did whatever
was possible.’
He wasn’t wrong. He had practiced ‘triage’. On a battle
field one concentrates on the soldiers one can save and simply ignore the ones
beyond help. If one attempts to salvage
all, then the ones better of worsen and die too. He had rightly sensed that
this complication was beyond his abilities and refused the patient.
The next stop was a bigger, better, well equipped
hospital. The doctor there had the necessary injections, knew the doses but
hadn’t bothered to offer even first aid. He had just directed the patient to
me. The collector was incensed. Here was a clear case of negligence. But the
doctor was calm. He said, ‘by this time the patient had deteriorated further.
She was in status, had vomited and aspirated the vomitus, there were audible
rales all over her chest, her lips cyanosed and her breathing was barely
discernible. In short she was sure to die within minutes. Any ‘first’ aid would
be her last. I didn’t want to risk treating her!!!’ he said. The collector’s
brow furrowed. The doctor explained, ‘the people from this locality had notorious
reputation. Just a week ago they created a scene at the hospital next door.
Their patient was well but disgruntled about the fees they had ganged up,
threatened to shatter the place, paid nothing and left!’
There was an awkward silence. Finally the doctor continued,
‘The woman was to die despite my injections. But the relatives would have
shattered my hospital blaming the injection for her death. At that hour neither
your police nor your law would have been of help, would it? Had I been 100%
sure that my hospital will not be targeted, I would have given the injection,
knowing that it was futile to do so. But do you guarantee my safety? I have
saved and protected my hospital, my staff, myself. It’s been four months since
the death. You have summoned me today to explain my position. I have just this
to say, I have safely delivered 160 women since. Saved as many women and
children. I have done my duty. As far as could. Haven’t I?’
There was again an awkward silence. The civil surgeon
hurriedly entered and joined the meeting. He cursorily asked for permission to
speak and began narrating the report. ‘It’s
a fact that she was full term,’ he said, ‘it’s a fact that she had high blood
pressure. It’s also a fact that she had convulsions. But, but, the convulsions
were not due to high blood pressure!....The convulsions came and persisted due
to a cerebral bleed!!....The bleed in the brain had resulted from trauma!!!...The
trauma had resulted from her husband banging her head against a stone and… this
punishment was meted out to her because the curry she had cooked was too
bland!!!!’
A stunned silence descended on the room.
My cell shrieked rather outrageously. I had a call
from my hospital. There was a woman, pregnant and convulsing. I took leave and
started sped back to my place.